I wouldn't be able to live without a reason for living. I live to better myself and it's probably the only thing I have left and it's the only thing that gives me great meaning in life. I have absolutely no feelings for family, people, or politics. I don't care who's having sex with who or who's famous or talented. I don't care who's better than me and who's not. I don't care who's beautiful or ugly. Who's rich or poor, who's in power or who's trying to get power. All I care about is being able to finish what I started 10 years ago, and that is escaping poverty and social inequality.
I don't care about who's country is better. I don't care who has the most facebook friends. I don't care who's the smartest. I don't care about Obama, Hun Sen, or Sam Rainsy. I'm pretty much obscured in every way possible. I CAN live without a lot of things, without....stupid people, jealous people, angry people, cocky people, greedy people, lazy people, two-faced people, ignorant people, weak people, judgmental people, superficial people - the world be better off without them. I don't care who's suffering in the world, although I wish I could help, really, I wish I could, but I'm just a speck in a world of many millions and millions of people. I'm just glad my life is here and that I have a pretty good idea how this country works for all people. I figured out many years ago that I"m not a HERO and that I just need to look out for number one.
I wouldn't be able to live without a few good people in my life. Life is extremely lonely when you only have yourself. But life can also be extremely toxic if your inner circle isn't the right kinds of people.